Come home

There is no wall
There is no fence
There is no border

If you want to come home
All you need to do
Is walk in the right direction

There is no anger
There is no disappointment
There is no hate
Just love

If you want to come home
All you need to do
Is follow your heart

The door is always open
Be brave
To find your own path

Transient

Transient

 Transition into sleep
Waking up eyes sticky
Moving through the day
As if I owned it
 
Transitions—in and out
Of awareness
At night
At day
 
Transitioning into togetherness
After breaking free
Not so much transition
More elemental force
 
Breaking free
Thrown together
 
Liminal spaces
In between
The hours, the days, the weeks
In between all of us
 
Are we seeking to arrive?
 

	

10 years


As it began
so it ends


I handed myself over
Gave myself upI have claimed myself back
I relentlessly believe in my powerYour spite and greed
Your self-loathingWill eat you
One day
Let go of the monster
You are better than that

Geh mit Gott
Aber Geh



10 Years

Razzmatazz
Embezzled
Breeding
Absence
Futile
Angry
Lost
her
Go
I
Go
gag
Love
Jujus
Trying
Muzzled
expected
quickstep
juxtaposes

Continue reading “10 Years”

Healing hearts

Healing hearts
not the kitschy stuff

healing hearts
the hard way

herding the echoes
of the soul
back into their pathway

36 months

Once upon a time
When darkness reigned
When grief had swallowed
the hallowed ground

Once upon a time
When loneliness reigned
When denial had killed
the sacred bound

Once upon a time
When pettiness reigned
When ego had warped
all reality

In that time
once upon
the caged bird finally broke free

Lies for Freedom

Your Hate

Your Hate is an empty echo
You scream it into the voids of the virtual realm
It shows shallow understanding:
Of yourself, your behaviour, your ignorance,
Your manipulation, your anger, your violence

Your Hate does not reach me
No matter how hard you try
Because it aims at a person—a version you created of me—that does not exist
Your Hate attacks a projection of your own pain—not me
Yet you cannot see this

Because Your Hate
Red mist—even after such a long time
Clouds your judgement
Of your self
Of others—not just me
Others you have wronged with misdirected hate
Others you have wronged with victimizing yourself
Silent Atonement I had to exercise for believing your smokescreen of hate

And so I prayed
And lid candles
I asked for your soul to be saved
But you need to want saving
And you don’t
Because being saved
Is painful
Hate
Is easy

I bear witness