Where the bedframe ends

There is a place where the bedframe ends
And before the rest of the world begins,
And there my queendom’s shelter and light,
And there my pillowy throne room’s might,
And there snacks, books, and art supply,
Are my world—a reality out of print.

Let me stay in this place of eternal snacks
And during the dark I can Zoom my friends.
Pots on the windowsill where my house plants grow
Where the outside ledge feeds a friendly crow.
And I watch there the chalk-white chemtrails go
To a place where the sun burns hot.

Yes I will keep feeding my friendly crow
And will worry about burning too much CO(2).
For I am scared for the rest of the world to know
Of my place where the bedframe ends.

Well you may have guessed: a rejiggling of Shel Silverstein's "Where the sidewalk ends" with a lot of his words incorporated. 
a super cosy (with slightly too furry pillows) bed surrounded by a bedframe with fairy lights and a milky glass wall in the back with green palm trees behind it
Photo by Tan Danh on Pexels.com

The Cure for Anything

This poem (maybe a villanelle-ish?) was inspired by the following quote:

This is literally a white tile with the following quote: The cure of anything is salt water
—sweat, tears, or the sea.
Isak Dinesen

The cure for anything is salt water
—sweat, tears, or the sea.*
Never forget this when the times turn darker. 

This is what I tell you daughter! 
Embracing your pain is key. 
Let your tears be healing water.

Worship at the Goddesses’ altar
She will listen to your plea.
Don’t forget her when times turn darker.

Oh how I wish I’d wade through water!
Barefoot along the ice cold sea.
Flowing tears, feet in saltwater.

Oh how I wish I could be other,
than just painfully be me! 
Especially when days turn darker!  

Feel my pain dissolve some faster. 
Tears along the stormy sea. 
The cure for anything is holy water
Remember this when the times turn darker. 

And you walk weeping by the sea.

Let your Soul Unwind

Just breathe and let your soul unwind.
Granddad’s advice holds steady.
Pause is important for the mind.

It keeps the soul and body aligned
Forfeiting pause is deadly.
Just breathe and let your soul unwind.

Be gentle with yourself. Be kind.
And now just let your breath be.
Pause is important for the mind.

Body, soul, and heart entwined.
In rest you find their beauty.
Just breathe and let your soul unwind.

Let sorrow go, leave it behind.
It often weighs too heavy.
Pause is important for the mind.

Embrace yourself. Embrace your light.
And learn to love your body.
Just breathe and let your soul unwind.
Pause is important for the mind.

My first villanelle (maybe?)! Poetry helped me learn English more, and get a better handle on the intricacies of this language, but writing poems based on very particular rules is pushing me way more out of my comfort zone. 
So please let me know what works and what doesn't work.
And how the rhymes go ...

A bit of a rant

—probably driven by the green eyed monster

Why are some so successful peddling pedagogy
with advice that is like Instagram poetry?

A mix of truisms, oldies, and basic tips,
is this really what we are going to be stuck with?

The same things, over and over and over,
I crash from idealism to stone cold sober.

Where is the challenge?
Does this rhyme with orange?

Never mind, back to basics,
just make it a bloody remix.

What is my purpose, moving this role,
into which I pour heart, mind and soul?

I am frustrated being stuck
in a structure that sucks
the lifeblood out of excitement,
as long as we can prove fucking constructive alignment!

Mid Semester Slump

First draft

Existential threat is brewing in my cup.
The fumes of despair gently wafting up.

Don’t judge!

Naught but a mild case of impending doom,
a pile of marking and various deadlines loom.

I am fine, just fine. Fine.
Nothing to worry.

No one showed up to the webinar room.
Apparently, I didn’t send the link for Zoom.

Also I forgot to check the Moodle forums.
Gotta run to a meeting now so they have a quorum.

No, no I still don’t know what that means.
Can I just have a sip of my coffee please.

My fountain pen leaked all over my backpack.
I stress clenched and another tooth cracked.

Brain the size of a galaxy—and teeny tiny office space.
Oh wait, we are hotdesking now—I make a sour face.

Did I press ‘send’ on that email?
Yup I am living a fairy tale!

Our Article was published last week!
I am on a roll with my output streak!

Don’t judge me by my horrible rhyme!
I am writing this way past my bedtime.

Did I tell? My tbr* pile fell!
I think it registered on the Richter scale.

Still not as heavy as the guilt about all the unticked ‘To Dos’.
Don’t worry I am just having the Monday evening blues.

The plumes of despair gently wafting by.
As I stare into my cup and not so gently cry.

I am fine, just fine. Fine.
Nothing to worry.

*to be read (tbr)

The Soothing Sting of Beekeeping: Presented

Wild Women of Intuition Presented

Wild women of intuition.

Response: Heidenröslein (J.W. von Goethe)

Her beauty was haunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Youth like morning dew,
Clung to her skin deceivingly.
He had to hunt, to own, possess.
Blossoming womanhood.
His to conquer. His to best.
Too young for opposition.

Her beauty would haunt him.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Skin like silk, like Selkie,
To change into whatever she will be.
His single minded blight,
Leading him right to the spider’s web.
Him to catch. Him to best.
He never asked permission!

The witch was flaunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
His limps ensnared entangled silk.
”Enchanted to hold those of your ilk
—Perpetrators.”
”And now you die slowly.”
She mocks, silent tears rolling.
Reversed their power position.

She will be hunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Oh, never to anger a witch.
A woman wild with haunted eyes
Becomes your nightmare.
With strength of the white mare.
Enchantress, beldam, witch, and crone.
Vermilion lips calling you home.
Wild women of intuition.

Still working on it as usual so don't be surprised if there are changes when you come back to it.  

Thorny Beauty

Thorny beauty
catches your eye
blinding you–temporarily
to the greenhouse roses
without bouquet.

Rough bark,
strong stem,
thorns a dagger’s envy,
lush green thickness,
scent intoxicating,

all so unnerving,
you won’t notice,
the gentle blossoms
—pink—
amongst the complex vitality.

Standing tall within her beauty,
she remains innocent
to your feeble blight,
absorbed in the joy
of warmth and sunlight.

A response poem to “She Was The Storm” by Cherie Avritt I saw in a review by Rachel 0ates.

The Soothing Sting of Beekeeping

“Gran!” I shouted limping as quickly as quick could be.
”I stepped on one again! It sat on a daisy. The bee.”
I added as means of explanation. As if the daisy would bring me salvation!
”How many times have I told you not to run barefoot?”
She scolds. I shrug.
How am I supposed to quantify that?

A twang, it stang—again—and then the tweezers done their job.
Granddad grinned and gently chinned the rebellious child barefoot.

Gran cut an onion in half, to pull out the poisonous puss.
I had to sit still for a while with vegetable fixed to my foot.
And I made faces and complained a bit about how sore it all was.
While feeling guilty for the demise—again—of a small furry buzz.
“Well child if you would listen.” Gran sighed and paused.
No use to child or beast after harm caused.

An hour later.

Sweet cherry plumes—not feathered, wafted with gentle intoxication.
Beckoning the rebellious child into calm abdication.
Permission to enter the Queendom; was granted;
By omission of artificial scents and execution of slow movements.
He was covered from head to toe in white.
The gauze of the beekeeper’s hat rolled up,
Lest the wooden pipe would set it on fire.

”Na, Schnuck?” He said out of the corner of his mouth.
”All better?”

I nod, I smile, my eyes transfixed on the buzzing clanship.
Pop’s movements all deliberation, like a slow-motion movie strip.
My big strong hot headed mother’s father became Zen master, of the Queendom.
Hypnotised drones bumbling about him, just as enchanted as I am.

We all knew somehow, somewhere, we would always be safe there,
In the beekeeping hut.
Arms which each could hold a 100kg sack moving in fluid serenity.
Subdued by cherry plumes—not feathered, and meditative movement.
So I fall into enchanted choreography: cat’s paw and master and drones.