Wild Women of Intuition Presented

Wild women of intuition.

Response: Heidenröslein (J.W. von Goethe)

Her beauty was haunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Youth like morning dew,
Clung to her skin deceivingly.
He had to hunt, to own, possess.
Blossoming womanhood.
His to conquer. His to best.
Too young for opposition.

Her beauty would haunt him.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Skin like silk, like Selkie,
To change into whatever she will be.
His single minded blight,
Leading him right to the spider’s web.
Him to catch. Him to best.
He never asked permission!

The witch was flaunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
His limps ensnared entangled silk.
”Enchanted to hold those of your ilk
—Perpetrators.”
”And now you die slowly.”
She mocks, silent tears rolling.
Reversed their power position.

She will be hunting.
Vermilion lips taunting.
Oh, never to anger a witch.
A woman wild with haunted eyes
Becomes your nightmare.
With strength of the white mare.
Enchantress, beldam, witch, and crone.
Vermilion lips calling you home.
Wild women of intuition.

Still working on it as usual so don't be surprised if there are changes when you come back to it.  

Thorny Beauty

Thorny beauty
catches your eye
blinding you–temporarily
to the greenhouse roses
without bouquet.

Rough bark,
strong stem,
thorns a dagger’s envy,
lush green thickness,
scent intoxicating,

all so unnerving,
you won’t notice,
the gentle blossoms
—pink—
amongst the complex vitality.

Standing tall within her beauty,
she remains innocent
to your feeble blight,
absorbed in the joy
of warmth and sunlight.

A response poem to “She Was The Storm” by Cherie Avritt I saw in a review by Rachel 0ates.

The Soothing Sting of Beekeeping

“Gran!” I shouted limping as quickly as quick could be.
”I stepped on one again! It sat on a daisy. The bee.”
I added as means of explanation. As if the daisy would bring me salvation!
”How many times have I told you not to run barefoot?”
She scolds. I shrug.
How am I supposed to quantify that?

A twang, it stang—again—and then the tweezers done their job.
Granddad grinned and gently chinned the rebellious child barefoot.

Gran cut an onion in half, to pull out the poisonous puss.
I had to sit still for a while with vegetable fixed to my foot.
And I made faces and complained a bit about how sore it all was.
While feeling guilty for the demise—again—of a small furry buzz.
“Well child if you would listen.” Gran sighed and paused.
No use to child or beast after harm caused.

An hour later.

Sweet cherry plumes—not feathered, wafted with gentle intoxication.
Beckoning the rebellious child into calm abdication.
Permission to enter the Queendom; was granted;
By omission of artificial scents and execution of slow movements.
He was covered from head to toe in white.
The gauze of the beekeeper’s hat rolled up,
Lest the wooden pipe would set it on fire.

”Na, Schnuck?” He said out of the corner of his mouth.
”All better?”

I nod, I smile, my eyes transfixed on the buzzing clanship.
Pop’s movements all deliberation, like a slow-motion movie strip.
My big strong hot headed mother’s father became Zen master, of the Queendom.
Hypnotised drones bumbling about him, just as enchanted as I am.

We all knew somehow, somewhere, we would always be safe there,
In the beekeeping hut.
Arms which each could hold a 100kg sack moving in fluid serenity.
Subdued by cherry plumes—not feathered, and meditative movement.
So I fall into enchanted choreography: cat’s paw and master and drones.

Being a Before Picture

Life is about being a before picture.
Nobody said the After was better though!

The day before I knew not
The worry of my students upon my illness.

The day before I had not yet
Taken one more step towards healing.

The day before I had not yet
Made the decision to call them.

The day before was a good hair day.
Today I am a hormonal mess with split ends.

The day before I smashed that keynote.
Today I am curled up–overstimulated.

We are all composites of before pictures.

In the library today I saw the book called “You are not a before picture” by Alex Light, the poem is my response to the book title (not the actual book as I have not yet read it).

Bedtime

Moments 09

The moment the blanket settles
Your heat is radiating
Brushing my skin
Presence reassuring
Heavy arms around me
I start sweating
I feel my face reddening
Yet I won’t move
Out of overheated Geborgenheit*

  • Geborgenheit (German): a combination of safety, comfort, protection

Forever Punk

Moments 08

I don’t like colouring inside the lines.
I don’t like forcing my voice into a tight number of syllables and verses
into enjambment and pentameter.
I rather write as it flows, the rhythm of life isn’t tidy either.

pencil sketch of a crow. Portrait style she cocks her head to look at you with one eye. I sketched this in 2023

Dunnock

Moments 07

You flatter excitedly past my face.
And land on the fence watching me.

I lift the lid of the bird house feeder.
Showing you packs of seed and worm.

Just filling up.

I say.
You watch.

Suddenly you alight beside my feet.
Snatching dropped mealworms and seeds.

You are unbothered by the giant human.
We both work in acquiescence.

Taproot

or break generational trauma

Moments 06

Don’t sever your taproot.
Drive it deeper into the ground.
Move it past the rot.
Further into the shadows.
Deeper into time.
Along the double helix.
Let it find the light.

Sketchwords

Moments 6 
rough water colour sketch of a wren sitting on a branch a mistletoe with a red bow above and in the top left corner the sickled moon

The moon
The wren
The mistletoe

Pray
Protect
Defeat a foe