Right a wrong

What if you can’t right a wrong?

What if you can’t cry wolf?
What if you cannot pretend?
Anymore

Because
You know
Now

You placed yourself into a corner
You are stuck
And the only way out
Is truth

New Year’s Resolutions

Be gentle--with your self
Be loving
Be authentic

Cry when needs be
Laugh when you cannot hold back
Scream when you must
Smile when it wants to break free

But be
Just be
Just be

10 years


As it began
so it ends


I handed myself over
Gave myself upI have claimed myself back
I relentlessly believe in my powerYour spite and greed
Your self-loathingWill eat you
One day
Let go of the monster
You are better than that

Geh mit Gott
Aber Geh



All Edges

I am always all edges

Grating

Scratching

Upsetting

Not fitting in

I am always all edges

Saying the wrong things

Too much

Too straight

No filter

I am always all edges

Strong colours

Strong bones

Strong mind

Strong willed

I am always fighting

Windmills

Sometimes

Enemies

But they are mostly dead now

Sometimes

I wish

For a little bit

For a day or so

I could just blend in

Be a chameleon

Pretend I know how to hack this life thing